Friday, July 31, 2009


Thinking of getting highlights,
yeay or nay? Colour? o_O
Hello lovelies

I've decided to privatize the other blog with limited invited readers only.
And yes, I bubble wrap when I've no idea what I'm like, that's what I'm doing.
Those of you who have been asking,
been updating stuff on the other blog (: See youuuu

Wednesday, July 29, 2009



Je pretends que tout va bien
We both know, je ne suis pas sur vous
7 months 25 days;
Hady? Azreen?

:D


Ms. Lily : *points to the semi-colon* What is this class?
Bryan Ma : J!


Uber cute! (:

Bisai bah si Meg ani <3



On Tumblr.
Thanks to Azreen Armani, Meg Nozieha and Nina Baihaki.
I just read Azreen's twitter.
Gerry is not hot okay eww you have bad taste hahah
I have to agree with Afiq and Marlissa (:

Tuesday, July 28, 2009


I've finally realized how toxic our friendship was. It took me awhile to come to this point and it's funny to think back to the times when I thought I couldn't last without you. You were such a big part of my life that not talking to you would disrupt the balance of things but now I see how the things that matter to you are so unimportant to me. Kind of trivial, well.. almost. Don't get me wrong, I had loads of fun and leave now with very few regrets.
But this is me, having outgrown you.
Have a nice life (:

You've had it in you

Besides from days gone by, hours seem so slow you decide to call up a friend
And when she doesn't answer you are close to the end.



Monday, July 27, 2009

Urbandictionary <3

1. yasmine 157 up, 73 down love it hate it

the nicest, friendliest hot biatch ever created. she's the one who'l still be turning heads when she's in a nursing home. thats why i'm gonna marry her =)
is that yasmine? damn she's the nicest, friendliest hot biatch ever created! i'd marry her for sure! pity that tall lad already has her.
get this def on a mug Mug
by dag Mar 30, 2005 share this
2. Yasmine 141 up, 70 down love it hate it

Hottest bitch in the world.
Dayum! Look at Yasmine!
get this def on a mug Mug
by FeltonsGirl Dec 12, 2003 share this
3. yasmine 48 up, 10 down love it hate it

Someone who is sweet like sugar but at the same time has a deadly and sour secret. She is conservative to her friends but very open to her family. She is a beautiful, very intelligent girl but sometimes she needs your help showing it. She's quick like a cat and could sense something a mile away, and often jumps to conclusions. She's very fragile and sensitive, even though she hates admitting it. She loves feeling loved and wanted, and when she doesn't feel that way she's willing to go to extreme measures. She's silent but deadly.
"Here goes Yasmine again with her little "woe is me act". I wish she could she how beautiful she really is."
I look weird when I smile now cause I'm getting fatter and my face is like bigger bahahaha :O
Perlu kurus o_O

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I talked to you for seven minutes and seven seconds ZOMG :O
Don't you bother what I do (:

Saturday, July 25, 2009

I want to p-p-p-poke her face
-Marlissa Sonia


Hahah
Woahhh it's been eight days since.. Hahah neverminddd
I wanna jog! Jogging
makes me feel much more healthier. It's like I jog 5 rounds and I'm convinced I've lost enough of weight for the year hahah. But yeah jogging IS love when you jog with fun people :D Heheh. Likeee Yasmin & Hanisah! Haha. No, really :)
And ohhh did I tell you people I got 52% for my AddMaths! Zomg I passed :P *boaster bahah
But then I didn't do anything productive today. Not even doing a bit of AddMath exercises or anything at all. I should get started.



Just like I always wanted,
But I didn't know I wouldn't give any response to it, well it is a good thing, for me at least :D

Haziq Izzuddin is right, I should start listening to him now. Aniq trusts him too (:



Shake Up Your World <3



You’re that guy I‘d be stupid to trust.

I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn’t resist :D

Friday, July 24, 2009

Your 10 000 promises


There’s been something on my mind this morning that I just couldn’t get myself to understand.
I was like sitting and waiting for the lesson to end since we finished everything early then I asked myself, WHY do people say things they don’t really mean?
I mean like why do they give half empty promises and only carry them out half of the time.
I’ve learned with specific people, not to trust what they say because I simply know it's all talk.
Well I think it's simply because they know it's what you wanna hear, when deep down inside they know they'll never fulfill it.
How do you even live like that and why?
Well, the reason why I’m asking is because I have been disappointed. I make sure that whatever promise I make with someone, I make an effort to follow through. I guess it comes from growing up and being let down by promises that always seemed to be broken. Surprisingly, I still believe what people promise to me.
Even though it's been months or years, it's like I still have hope that they mean what they say, even when I know they don’t. What can you do anyways?







This is probably why I'm skeptical when it comes to people who say things but don’t show it.



Hello gorgeous people.
Today was a good day.
Football match between our school and Lodge.
Tunku's getting better hoooyeahhh hahah
Sore throat due to all the screaming and shouting! Hahah we were like;
"HAZIQ!!!"
"HAZIQ!!!"
"YAZID!!!"
I've got videos but there's like something wrong with my camera :S
I'll post them up later, promise (:


Klah I feel so sleepy -.-
I didn't mandi the whole day well I did but that was like in the morning, just to watch the football match okay.
Hahaha I just showered half an hour ago right after I got back from tuition.




You're all I need right now (:
Risyad Iqbal is so mean for leaving me. He's going to SG to watch Liverpool play. Blehhhh -_-
LIVERPOOL sucks bahahaha
So not worth it! Hahaha kidding, Risyad (:

Thursday, July 23, 2009


I just realized that it’s easy being friends with guys
but once you’ve been together, it kind of messes things up.

Yasmin Halim & I : *Texting each other*
Yasmin Halim : Klah. Esok jumpa k sayang. Love you. BFFL <3
Me : Hahah okay love you more. BFFL?
Yasmin Halim : Best friends forever love
Me : Ohhh hahahha BFFL <3




:D

Na na na na :D

Pardon me if I don't show it
I don't care if I never see you again
I'll be alright
I'm so over it, I've been there and back
A
nd just in case you're wondering I got that new I'm a single girl swag
Got me with my girls and we're singing it,
see
Na na na na, na na na na



:D

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

And you feel so overwhelmed,
Don't dwell, indulge.

You know, I hate to burst the bubble.



More often than not, I realize that I'm way behind time. In a sense that I'm extremely behind schedule in completing my AddMaths assignments and carrying out useful revisions for my very 'exciting' upcoming exams but the fear of exams hasn't really eaten me up inside, well at least not yet. Some are already busting their heads everyday, studying (Aniq Durar, to be exact) Hehh. For me? I'm struggling very much to actually sit down and have a revelation that I only have less than a week to cram 154014564544 chapters in my head.


And on a completely unrelated note, I've been having a huge binge on food lately and it's not even a good thing. Haih.

Yasmin Halim//Hanisah Talif

Thanks for understanding bestfies!
Love you both THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS much :D
Add Maths

Aniq Durar: *sings Sound of Music's Sixteen Going On Seventeen*
Aniq Durar: *I am sixteen...* *pause* OMG I'M SO OLD!
Yasmin Halim & I : AHAHAHAHAHAH!
My FrostWire is finally working! Woooo :D
And I still can't wait to moveeee. Hehe

Tuesday, July 21, 2009


Miss you, bestfie's brother eh wait brother's cousin too (:
You know how much I hate waiting around :(
3 days, I'll survive hahah :D


Page by page I learn (:

Paper thin promises I've torn up :D


From now on, I'm not gonna keep all the things I don't need cause they clutter my days and my mind.
Bitterness, I should just leave it behind cause
I'm a new soul.
My lips are sealed (:

Monday, July 20, 2009

PHYSICS
Mr. Bong : *Talks about heat*
Mr. Bong : Okay now stretch your arms forward as far as you can
*Everyone stretches their arms*
Hanif : *Points at me*
Hanif : *Laughs hysterically*
Hanif : Ya tangan Doraemon, ne dapatttt
Yasmine : HAHAHAHAHA -.-


:)
You and your twisted words. Hehhhh

I know I rock

Do you see the sun sometimes sets the wrong way?
Maybe because it's a special day?
For me it's like a first time meeting you.
You're strange but I adore you.

And bla bla bla cause he hasn't finished it yet.



Written by a good friend of mine.
This totally made my day!
Thank you! I love youuuu, buddy! Hahah IknowsayingIloveyoutoyouissogonnafreakyouout
Happy 5th, buddies! :D

She does look like Yasmin, no? :D
Meen, nya MELELEH juak bahahahaha! :P
KABUT KA'AU BILEM!
Ahahahahaha
BURNNNN

Sunday, July 19, 2009





Credits to : Erna Syafina :D




We were sweating like adfgdghadghadhfdhf hahaha





:O record. Hahahahah
Seriously,
what do you want from me?!
I honestly feel like puking.
I wonder what is Azreen up to.
I need you, cousin but I don't wanna bother you :(
I hate the fact that my brother called me and mentioned YOUR name.
ISH
Work it work it!

Give me SEXY!

Give me FIERCE!

Happy 5th, lovelies! :D


Why is it so hard for me to upload videos on blogger. AHHH
Haven't seen Yasmin & Hanisah for almost a day.
It's killing meeee hahah
I just feel like posting this up.


Thank you, Afiq Hakim! You were right all along.
Risyad you so have to go online now I got something to tell you!
They agree too :D
Went for facial and my face is like really red right now.
I can't call Risyad since he lost his phone, sorry for not replying on facebook chat was away. I miss you too, brother :')


Ohhh it's Al-Haziq's birthday!
Happy birthday, bestfie!
Thank you for always being there for me, good or bad. Hehe :D

Roller-coaster kinda rush.

It's 2 AM
And I'm cursing your name









That's the way I loved you.
Morning (:
I'll post up the pictures later.
There's a video of us but thennn MALU hahah I kinda chickened out a bit, couldn't really hear my voice but Yasmin's voice was (Y) oh yeah hahah.
Love youuuuu, bestfie! :D

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Yasmin is at my house, in my room
And I'm in the study room.
We're actually replying each other on facebook. Bahahahha


Saddad's Fussion tonight and Yasmin & I will be performing.
Maluuuu hahahah and we said yes to Hisham (:
A chance for you people to laugh at me hahahah
I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you, boy? (:


They agree (:

Friday, July 17, 2009

Plug it in and change the world



Liyana Bahiah, you inspire me! Hahah :P







Ooh boy, you shock me like an electric eel (:



Its taken me this long,
but I figured you out (:
Nine hours and sixteen minutes.
Not bad (:
Not bad at all :D



I'm fat, I need a diet :P
Nina;
Still an obsession

Yerrrr *eyebroweyebrow*


Photo source; Someone's facebook zomg :O
Lovelies


Hisham has been bugging me to be his vocalist hahahah eee would be fun, no?

One problem. My voice sucks. We'll see lah, prolly not.
Out of all the things to say, huh? (:



I miss you, love.

Nadea!






Yahhhhhh
Kalahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :P
Must be something in the genes makes them say what they don't mean.
They tell you what you wanna hear.


Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me :P
Shame on you.
Friday already?
I'll be seeing you in 3 hours (:





Thank you, Haziq Izzuddin :D

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Hey you, I was thinking, you were lying, in my face. I think I can safely say that you're not telling me the truth. But know what? For once, I'm gonna look the other way. I will try to not talk about it anymore but the thing is, I can't stop thinking bout it. I am not asking for an apology or an explaination from you. Sorry, it's not my intention to do so, yet I'm a hypocrite for going against my own words. I have yet to master this. I can feel the PMS kicking in :(

I've got the best thing in the world <3

Sometimes I wonder whether you're a Jekyll or you're a Hyde
Cause I can’t tell
; Your silly jokes, they brighten me (:

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

NaNaNaNaNaNaNaNaNaNa


Azreen, you'll get this :P

Erring on the edge of safe

I'm calling you to say I'm capsized
Haih.

It's not what I want, it's what I need (:

  • I need to go for facial
  • I need to study
  • I need to lose fat
I can't wait for things to get better (:
Hardin is leaving for KL tmr and he doesn't even want me to see him before he leaves hahahahaha. I bet he's gonna see me in school tmr during the long break. Zomg I'm actually blogging bout it -_-

I'll stop the world and melt with you

You've seen the difference
and
it's getting better all the time
<3

Paper thin promises <3

Last night I was writing about you.



Just because you feel it, doesn't mean it's there.
-Radiohead
My heart's not breaking cause I'm not feeling anything at all
I never knew I could feel that much, that's the way I loved you :')



I couldn't ask for anything better. Thank God :D
I know something you think I don't know.
I'm not usually like this but I'm gonna let it go this time but I just can't stop thinking bout it.
I have this gift, it's like whenever I'm having my PMS, my instincts are always right, ALWAYS I tell you. I'm changing for the better. I'm trying so hard not to get mad at people for being mad at me or picking on me for no reason but I just can't help it. Don't get me wrong, I do feel bad bout it but sometimes I just gotta let it out, if you get me (:



Eee you, you're always studying now I feel like studying. And it's a good thing.
Too bad I didn't get to see you yesterday. Hehe
My bright idea :D
Twice a week is still fine, no? (:

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

It's weird that you don't notice

We were talking comparing notes; what's happening, what's not, what you wanted, what you got
If I try to tell you would you laugh in my face?
Tell me to grow up when I come clean and say, I miss you
The way we use to be back when you were calling me every day you wanted me to come over but it's different and its strange now that everything's changed and it scares me cause it's weird that you don't notice. Maybe its just me but I don't think so, I just know what's real, what is gone, and what I feel. I remember when we use to say that we'd never change. Forget where we've been. I wanna go there again.



Are you up so high you can't get back around?

Will you need me when you're on your way down?







I know we can't talk bout it yet, what he said, next week or some other time will be fine since there's a lot going on. I miss him this much. I'm glad we had that talk today. But he doesn't even know what I'm gonna talk about though. THIS and he doesn't even have a clue. I'll wait.

I miss you, best friend.
Hanisah Talif & Yasmin Halim
I need you both
PMS kicking in :(


OHHH thank you Yazid for ignoring. Heheh
Mek duak Marissa sikda papaaaaa lah bodo
Love you, Marissa Faiza.
YAHHH



AHAHAHAHAHA
Bitch, I got a suggestion
Get your ass out my face, don't ask no questions
Talking all this shit but you know you really won't
Feeling insecure when I come around the spot
Now, who's the fool, fool? (:
I'll apologize first la k.
Sorry peopleeeee for this post, I just can't help it man hahah
AHAHAHAHA WOI SHITBAG
KAU YA BODO OIIII
You're older than me you should know better. HAHAHAHA loiiii just cause I took a picture with your boyf or should I say ex boyf and you wanna get mad at me for that and say that I 'kaco' your gerek? WTF! GILAAAAAAA KAU! hahahahahaahahahahahha Dah la suroh orang tell me to delete gambar ya lam facebook. IMMATURE NAK MAMPUS and you didn't say it straight to me, suroh orang lain tell me some more woiii penakut, and I just uploaded that picture, you're not even in my friends list and you knw I took a picture with him. DUDEEE it's just A picture okay. AHAHAHA KAU GILAAAA DOOO SUMPAH KAU GILA. Obviously always checking on me, without me knowing bout it. MUN AKU MALU OI POK. DAH MUKA JAIK LOLOLOLOLOL :P

Monday, July 13, 2009

Baby back up, did you forget everything?
I can't wait to move.
I bet you know why :D

With the nerve to adore you <3

They're dimming the street lights, you're perfect for me.
I feel perfectly fine :D

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night (:

Hadeedoo :P


Hady says:
oi
ku angay doh
nya hug aku hari ya
HAHAHAHA

yasmine says:
angay?

Hady says:
angay?
*angau
hahaha
sorry

yasmine says:
AHAHAHAHHA
ANGAY



AHAHAHA YOU CRACK ME UP.
Love you, cousin! (:

Dear friend,

I didn't know you could be so cheap. Sungguh memalukan. Who am I to stop you right. Believe me, I know what happened. So predictable lahh. Did a switch just flip when things turned sour between you two? Do you think of him when you are with him? Or do you think of him when you are with him? Why would you put yourself in such a mess and hurt someone you used to love? Did you think of the consequences of your actions or how it could have and probably did scar those around you for the rest of their lives? Think about it. Pathetic (:
I'm not saying anything bad bout you, just a piece of advice, buddy.
Since there's no other way of telling you this in a nice way (:

I'm gonna stick to this; If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything at all

Family, friends; I am thankful for many things and you guys are one of those many joys' in my life. You people never fail to listen to me talk shit all the time and for everything you guys did on that Sunday night and to call/text me to check if I'm okay and love me no matter what :D
And I'm sorry! Especially to Azreen and Hady. Sikmok buat gik :S

Love you



"For well you know that it's a fool, who plays it cool by making his world a little colder'' - The Beatles


Sunday, July 12, 2009

Ironman :D

Nazrin Arif is super tough, aren't you jealous?
Cause I am




















NOT! Hahaha

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Baby I'll survive <3


Has it ever occured to you that sometimes I just don't want to fucking talk to you? (:
You made me stand up on my own with every cruel intention.
Thank you :D

Zomg I can't believe I did that!
Thank you, Yasmin (:
Thank you, Hanisah (:
Thank you, Imran! (:

Friday, July 10, 2009

I stumble like I've got nothing to say <3



You gotta hear what I say;
You know I'm talking about you
I'm trying to keep my cool I know it shows
My heart is beating fast and I could wait patiently
but I really wish you would drop everything now
You're worth it (:
<3



"You're no more the Yasmine I used to know."
-someone said this, I don't remember who
Draft.

Hope and a brand new day;



The reason why I don't really talk about personal stuff on my blog anymore is because I know who visits it, hahah
I'm hungry but I'm on a diet
Time and time again, dealing with the issue, I've done nothing but everything to deny it, ignore it, and block it out but all it does it creep back into my thoughts when I least expect it, putting me in a rather umm... depressing mood. Haih. Wouldn't it be so much easier if I were to accept things rather than fight with myself? It's not easy, trust me. As usual, it's always easier said than done, but accepting things was redemption when disappointment decided to drop by, because where there is no expectation, hope, or denial, disappointment no longer exists. No more no more (:

I bet Azreen & Anis are having fun now. I'm jealous. It's okay, for Physics! hahah not!
In return, I'm gonna spend time with Db and Yasmin
And I don't think that's a problem ey? (:

There's still tomorrow. Wawa's coming back tonight! I can't wait to see everyone tomorrow :O

Imran & Iman;
Thank you, clowns :D


Andddd oi what is it with you and being perasan bout me always talking bout you in my blog? Hahah kesian you. Too bad I was talking bout someone else, oh? (: Heheh

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Siti Zahirah (:


Just got of the phone with Wawa. She's coming back tomorrow (:
Can't waitttttt
Love you, cousin :D

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

So, here we are again and lets face the facts cause I don't need your mess.



Note-to-self;
Forget about it,
Don't let it get you down cause it's only one part,
Just let it go cause now is not the time and you're not alone
No one can bring you down (:

Enough

No more angry posts; I'll try
Good aura (:
After all, an obsession for revenge is poison that flows through a diseased soul. Are you one? :D
I learned that we can't stop people from talking shit bout us but we can stop them from finding reasons to talk bout us, be nice :) I swear it works, if it doesn't then just zip it and think of something better.
I seriously need to lose fat!
I need to stand straight, I slouch A LOT.
Not sure if you're gonna read this or not, I think I like youuu ZOMG :O
I don't wanna jinx anything. I better stop talking bout it.

Drafted;
I swear; last one and I'll stop posting about this mess. I promise.

Four months, one week and one day,
I could use one of our talks right now.




Thank you Hanisah Talif for always telling me when I'm being bloody whiny.
I realized that I curse a lot when I'm really amped about stuff.
Love you, Anis! Sorry I couldn't blog bout you and Yazid, lost my phone cable :(
Some other time okay? PROMISE :D
Anywho,
Thanks for the concern everyone, just thought I should clear something up.
Things aren't entirely better at the moment, but there are a few things I can be thankful for but in other more happy news;
I'm moving. SOON (:

I won't let this bring me down



Sometimes you gotta be cruel to be kind.
Thanks for the push, Erna Syafina. I finally decided to delete that post. Heheh. Love you, Lanky :D

Andddd congrats, pick me up lahhh! (:

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Sorry for the angry post, I didn't mean to.
I hate being angry at people but I just can't help it if people keep on talking bout me that way.
And I'm sure I'm not the only one. I wasn't thinking straight, I'm not gonna delete that post but yeah.
I'm not apologizing this to her but to you guys cause I know it's irritating.



I was just wondering, was it just like those promises that you made on our last night?
There are so many things I wish I could ask, so many questions left unanswered.

Why do I care so much?

Yasmin Halim;
You can do better, that's what she says
.

On a completely different note, I've finally figured out what I really
need.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I would go along with someone like you (:


It's not like I'm giving up who I am for you but with someone like you it's so easy to do