You're not a day too soon ♥

You take my hand, and drag me head first, I wanna stay right here.
You put your eyes on me in this moment now, capture it remember it
You stood there with me, my hands shake, I'm not usually this way but I'm a little more brave. It's flawless. It's really something. I swear :D

I don't know how it gets better than this ♥

To hear you stumble when you speak <3

The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change
When you laugh at your own jokes, that's when I love you more than you know (:
The more my heart can't get enough
You can count on me for life, no matter what (:
♡


Baby I missed you, told you I've been saving smiles for you but I didn't say half the things I wanted to and I wonder if you know if I was trying so hard not to get caught up. Heheh


Absent mindedly, making me want you ♥

Gone Gaga

Erna asked me to listen to this song eh no scratch that it was more like forcing me to cause she thinks the song suits me. I keep on thinking bout them when I listen to it -_- Erna's fault :P




Cherry cherry boom boom
Gaa-ga

Boy we've had a real good time
And I wish you the best
On your way

I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall
Out of place

I had something that I love long long
But my friend's keep on tellin' me that something's wrong
Then I met someone
And eh! There's nothing else I can say

Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way

Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got some complica-eh-eh

I met someone cute and funny
Got each other and that's money eh

I had something that I love long long
But my friend's keepa' tellin' me that something's wrong
Then I met someone
And eh! There's nothing else I can say

Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish he never looked at me that way


♡

You have had it in you, you just sometimes need a push (:

Stop and reflect.

Draft,edited.

I decided to stop and reflect.
Changing for the better. You'll see (:

Azreen balit Kuching gik, sayang. I miss you, sugar. Just discovered smthg and I wanna share it with you. I hope I did the right thing.
Sorry again for not replying the other day I still, STILL feel bad bout it :S
And sorry for not calling juak sik sempat :(
Ohhhh which reminds me, belom reloadddd till now :O

Thank you Aniq Durar for the poem;

Kasturi cinta sebalik mata,
Seperti hidup selama-lama,
Satu hari jatuhnya harta,
Tetap cinta akan berama.


Aww (:


Had fun with Melur. Anis didn't go for tuitionnnn, Melur and I called her 455125015455 times. Heheh :P ANIS GANJO :P

Azreen's coming back on Saturdayyyy yeay!

In the moment of things

I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
I need my Melur :(

Jinjin

Azreen, love, I'm sorry for not replying your text. I feel bad ehh wait no I feel terrible bout it I do but am out of credits :( Hold on okay sayang. Muahhh big fat juicy kisses for my baby xx

Gonna call you. SOON

Steer (:

So... I didn't perm my hair last Saturday.
Eee I wanna perm my hair but I don't think it's long enough and everyone thinks so too :( I'll just wait a little longer then. A month? Would that be enough?

I've had enough of the world and it's people's mindless games. WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE. And for once, I did something for myself. I've been denying stuff trying to help my friends but not this time. Guess where I am now? Like I said, nothing beats patching things up. Update on that later but I'm not gonna say anything lah. Just that I'm using another pc in my room, not the study room. Decided to blog while waiting for Deenydoo (:

Loves <3

Naeem Deen

Thereeee I blogged bout you. Satisfied now? :P


Love Song by 311 still reminds me of you Deenydoo
And that was like 2 years ago. Aww (:
♡

So you screwed up but you're gonna be okay <3

The avid nail biter ♡

Ask for it (:

You'll get it,
If you're smart enough :P

Which magazine did you read so you could judge me now?

People changing me telling me what to think and who to be.
No wonder why we're confused... Are you me?

Marlissa Sonia Marzuki <3

Marlissa Sonia Marzuki <3

Happy birthday, love (:
I'll never forget the years we've been good friends.
It dates back to when you were in form one and I was in primary six and here we are still going strong and tight.

I ♡ youuuu :D

1011

I know the distance is a factor but I stretch as often as I can
Please don't blame me for trying to fix this one last time
I have a hard time as it is

Don't act like you don't know me.
It's still me I've never changed
I'll be here when you come back

0408

Still skeptic of my intentions
He made me swear that I would always be there
I will always be here.

Funky Male Monkey

NAEEM DEEN is a funky male monkey and he thinks he looks like Brad Pitt but I think he looks like Adam Brody. Don't argue with me cause he does look like Seth Cohen hahah and he's like obsessed with this picture;

Gai Naeem ya :P

She doesn't know I know about it
I just smile back when she waves
I could never do the same

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They talk,
They meddle more
"Are they on, are they off," that's what they'll ask.
It gives pleasure to the displeased

Love bipolar

When he supported my stance
It got confused with romance
I gave another boy a chance
We both know what we did wrong

But now I really want to talk
There's really nothing more to say
Who remembers anyway?
And you continued to call.

Two of those too <3

DID YOU KNOWWWW.
I steal pictures from people's blog hahah I bet you know who's blog it is. OH OH OH? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you?
NOT ALL OF THEM CAUSE I've got most of them. WITH ME IN IT. YERRRR :P

<3

Got JUICE?

040808100309

AZREEN IS IN SCHOOL. EEE CEPAT MOK CALL KITAK TOK.

1003

Note to self ; You're one with the best friend you lost you wish was still there.


oi cibaihead.
KAU YA NANG PUKIMAK SIK GUNA BODO BABI GILA EKSEN JAK BANYAK KAU YA -_-

Gay.

I smiled ehhh. Yup was a real one. The first this week. Mannnn so depressing lahhh.

Smokey Mcpot.
EHHH YOU TEXTED?! :D

At least I smiled once bahhh this week -_-

Loser.

Thank god there's no school tmr or I'll keep on thinking bout stuff that I'm not supposed to think about. I need Risyad, Al-Haziq, and Eka Taruna :(

HI

Nostalgic pavements.

What Wawa has to say;

wawa says:
love hate relationship S2

wawa says:
hahah

yasmine says:
hahaha

wawa says:
but we love men :P

New Moon

Can't wait! We were supposed to watch Twilight together eee.

Hide and seek

Remember when you got into trouble with your mum cause her friend saw you with someone in town and called her and so she called you and asked who were you with and you told her that you're with me but she didn't believe you and you didn't tell me that you were out and I was sleeping, I didn't answer your calls so you called me loads of times and texted me and told me you were in deep shit. I was still in my jammies and I just woke up so I freaked out and called you immediately and when I asked you what's wrong, you told me that you would tell me as soon as I get there. I called up my driver, changed and didn't take my shower cause I was worried sick. You asked me to talk to your mum and you brought me to your house to prove to your mum that you've been going out with me. Even though that felt really wrong. I know you don't read my blog but I just feel like posting it up :')


Things I'd do for a best friend <3

It's your own cheating heart that makes you cry <3

Smokey Mcpot.


Remember when you used to have really bad headaches until you passed out?
I asked you to take your meds and you told me you don't take pills and told me not to worry :')
<3


You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie.

You can count on me for life <3

I just realised my old self was hard to find.






Mr. Grumpy Smokey Mcpot Boroi Jambol
I like it when you don't have much to say and to hear you stumble when you speak.
Especially when you laugh at your own jokes <3
♥

And this;
Kuar gi sene babe. Yer. Haha


YERRRRRR (:

So that I do remember to never go that far.

I need to shop I keep on wearing the same things haih -_-
I only bought flip flops and found out Anis bought them too during the hols. Aww :P

I don't really like one way of dressing, I just like what I like. I don't follow trends
Fabrics I told you from the previous post;

Help me decide? (:

I've been kinda down and in the dumps the last couple of days and yes it's due to PMS.
Haih I don't even feel like going to school ehh.
Thank you DeenyDoo for making me laugh.
That definitely made my start of that day much brighter and lighter.




Smokey Mcpot.

We were talking and I didn't say half the things I wanted to say
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name, don't you ever change <3
I could give you fifty reasons
And I'll be the one waiting there even when it's cold
♥




I thought.... "this one knows better than I do"
He tried to cut me so I'd fit, she tried to blunt me so I'd fit.
Doesn't that sound familiar and doesn't it feel peculiar, that everyone wants a little more?

Love, I'll promise you forever <3

Nothing beats patching things up with ex bestfies :')
<3

I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life :)

Married to Azreen :D
TUAIJA :P


OHHHH DID I TELL YOU, MARLISSA SONIA is on LOOKBOOK *eyebroweyebrow*
And I think she looks like Kim Kardashian, don't you? (: *insert /eee face*

Metallic leggings remind me of Marlissa
I miss youuuu SONIA ehhh you're gonna turn seventeen next week :O
ZOMG!
KELUAR, and it's a must :D

I bought fabrics, lots of them! Thinking of making dresses out of them but I'm not sure how I want them to look like -_- paloi hahah bukan Meg tok I ain't confident like her I'm gonna get dissed for my figure and I'm scared that they would make me look like I have really short legs. Yerr 'look like' hahah I do have short legs don't I? :P Why can't I have long sexy legs like Asheda since we're cousins. I don't think its fair hahah ;

Source: Asheda's Facebook :)
I miss you, cousin. Come back to Kuching! :P

Saudi was fun. Azreen let's go together :D




Thinking of perming my hair this Saturday no idea how and where. Suggestions please? (:
I'm thinking Rachel Bilson. I'll just leave that to the hairdresser lah;


My stomach is never satisfied with all the junk I throw into it
and yes I need to lose fat. No, I don't wanna lose weight, I wanna lose fat yerrr wtf no seriously -_-


Smokey Mcpot.

We were just about to fall even more in love
But somewhere we went wrong
Azreen reminded me you ate my chewing gum :')
I love you, cousin :D

Emo emo emo emo emo
It's like the universe just seems to be throwing all these questions at me regarding love and life. I don't have any of the answers right now, and just pray that one day it will just work itself out.

Rei and Yasmine's messed up hair eww :\

Bodoh

naeem deen says:
bodoh la ***** kitak

:O NAEEM
I'm going awol but thennnnn yeah hahah loi

Wonderwall (:

naeem deen says:
tell me about it
we used to be tight like chains stuck together


AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH PREY
Yerrr -_-

(:

yasmine says:
pa di kata nya?

naeem deen says:
prngai kedak ***** ba

naeem deen says:
bakar2

HAHAHAH you crack me up (:
yohhh it's 2009 dah.
I can't wait for the holidays kelak
Balit Kuchinggggg :O

A full time friend <3

Smokey Mcpot.

I can't believe you made me sit at home and cry all day long
Wait right by the phone every night
Remember what you put me through
I had to wake up and fix my heart
Another mess I didn't plan
I came out alive, but I'm black and blue
Now I feel like taking back every bad thing I said bout you cause I've learned not to talk bad bout others :')
And yes I'm taking it all back
I can't wait for July, love

Do you see what I see now? :')

New soul <3

I'm a new soul in this very strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit bout what is true and fake.
But why all this hate?
Try to communicate :)
-Yael Naim

<3

You belong with me <3

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers <3

Smokey Mcpot.

You love me or hate me you still wanna know bout me and you still read my blog. Hahahah I know you do.
Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you? Don't you?:)

Yeah I bet you do :P


Why?
Becauseeeee you think you're all that and you're cool. And you think everybody wants you bah hahah. Reality check. Ewwwwwwwwwww *pukes*

I should stop saying these kinda stuff bout you but you're the one who's been talking to me tetibaaaa jak dah la benda bodoh :)

Watch over you :(

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

Who is gonna save you
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

And when I'm gone
Who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who'll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

Who will give you strength
When you're not strong?
Who'll watch over you
When I've gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winters come
You long to hear my voice
But I'm long gone






Awww :')
Never gets old
<3

500 dollars :D

You want 500 dollarrrrrssssssssss? hahahahaha
Freakin hilarious!

Dummi bears :P

Holy flurkin shit it's 2 p.m and I just woke up 20 minutes ago. I slept for 11 hours :O
I think it's cause of my trip to Saudi. Hahah it's okay. At least I stayed up till 3 last night on the phone yerrrr



ANDDDDDDDDDDD did I tell you people that I hugged a camel. I'll upload the pictures later lah k. Yasmine malas :P

Sing a happy, happy, happy, happy, happy, happy song, When you're happy, happy, happy, happy...

The monkey on your back

Kuching tok nang bodo bah cause people selalu cakap sal one another. VERY THE INGGALATION.
AND BANYAK ***** hehhhhhh
I shouldn't hate but I wanna hate you. Fuck youuuu bodo hypocrite. ISHHHH SIK ADA MOOD WHEN YOU TALK TO ME -_-

I was the last to know.
Fuck you, Smokey Mcpot

And trust me when I say it's not pms, it's YOU

What if the reason of your being, didn't want you anymore?
- Bella Swan

All you wanted

I need to stop biting my nails hahah
WHY WHY WHY do I have short stubby fingers.
They look like cheese puffs, no? :P
Dahhh
I should be thankful for what I have yerr -_-

Tummy ache :(

I'm feeling moody :(
It's due to pms I hate hate hate this feeling.
Period pain some more
:(

ZOMG
Been 7 months :/

AZREEN

EEE NYA MESSAGE MEK EH AZREEN :D
SUKKKK

Heheh :D

Cause you're a creep

Smokey Mcpot,

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She wears heavy make up, I don't ahahah
She wears too much eye make up I don't
She wears red lipstick that doesn't look good on her AT ALL I don't


I know you better than that
What were you doing with a girl like that?

Credits to Taylor Swift :P

SG <3

AZREEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN :)

3 hours heheh :D I miss you, love :D



<3

Changi :)

Helloooooo

Yasmine is;

• At Changi waiting for the next flight
• Missing Sexy Green Boxers :( Sik sempat on the phone last night eee :(
• Missing everyone in Kuchingggg